.Sunday, January 6, 2008 ' 8:29 PM Y
i want my parents! REAL BLOOD PARENTS!mummy, daddy, where are you? ):
why did you abandoned me when i was born?
why? WHY?! WHYYY?! you should know that miyeon
really need you alot, mummy, daddy? you know?
i doubt you know because both of you lefted me
alone in this lonely world when i was born.
both of you hated me alot, dislike me alot. no loves for me.
no loves, not a single one from one of you. nothing. ):
all i want is a little love from either one of you.
issit a very difficult task to love somebody whose blood
related to both of you? yes? no?
i really got lost when i knew both of you are gone...
thanks god that i've someone good to adopt me.
the person are hyeyeon and hyebin. thanks alot.
at first, hyebin hates me alot when i first enter her house.
she's ignoring me whether i try to communicate with her.
she hates me, dislike me, no loves for me.
this reminds me of my baddie parents i had.
soon, after one year, hyebin started not to hate me but love me.
i've been waiting so long for this day and it finally arrived.
i'm so happy and i couldn't sleep the whole day. really.
about a few months later, i attend a new school with
all my friends at home. anyway, its an animal school.
everyone play, talk and eat with me. i feel so blessed.
i have never feel so much love before ever since
i am born into this world. so much much love for me. :D
then, i met boyfriend. he's the one who gave me most of the love.
i really thanks you for that. i love you boyfriend. (:
although my parents had already lefted me alone,
i'm very sad of course. but i've found alot of new friends in
this world whom are giving me alot of love ever.
but still, i'm unable to get one love which is Parent Love.
i still can't face it i don't have a parents, a complete family.
can i still face it from the next new future?
i'm learning now. never mind.
lastly i wanna tell those who always give me loves,
thank you for a million. thanks, really. ):
